In Dreams

mellochocolat @ 2009-12-25T12:42:00

2009-12-25T04:42:38Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O.O

<3

*Runs off to open
christmass pressies*

<333

Ja..

Meow - paw paw - fishes all dead and gone to fishie heaven!

2009-12-08T23:50:39Z

Last night I accidentally killed all the fishes in my mother's fish bowl.
When I told her this morning - as it was very obvious to see that they were all dead -
she was looking at me with her unhappy-but-bemused expression
and I felt like a very very bad house cat as I stood there,
telling her how I had killed them.

Basically I had been told to give them fresh water - only - I hadn't known that there would be an accidental
bit of soap - and the soap is quite strong - on of those clorox things?
So in it all went and bye bye fishes... hehehehehehe~ X3

XD

ok, I admit it, I mostly feel bad because for most of the night I was wondering "are they dead yet?"
eyes sparkling in mirth, but I'm not telling my mother that - she'd be even more
angry with me >.<;;;;

paw paw...

ah well, that's what you get for telling the house cat to go look after the fishies XP

8:13PM - 8:52PM

2009-11-23T12:53:02Z

I rushed to the MRT around late morning,
hoping to catch a relatively empty carraige,
and a seat to boot,
thus upon spotting a vacant
glossy red corner chair, I slide into it gratefully,
and pulled out a book to read.

From the corner of my eye I noticed a boy
with black hair and tanned features, bobbing to music
coming from a pair of large circular white earphones. He was dressed in
a sky-blue shirt and pants, which I think were white or beige
but I have to admit, I've forgotten by now.

Being a terribly boring person, I flipped open my book and tried to
ignore the pretty picture beside me
seperated only by a long panel of glass.

But then, ignoring him grew near impossible, when all of a sudden, he popped an elbow.
Then he followed this up, by a sharp turn and a few more smooth moves across the MRT floor.
Too ruffled, I sneaked a glance up at him, however the light steaming into the MRT
through the MRT doors hit the glass panel at a bad angle, and half his face was illuminated
in an angelic glow. No Joke. Plus, with those white earphones of his, he reminded
me of fleet-footed Hermes, with the wings on his head. He was dancing! on the MRT!
God, that was something new - to me at lest; I've never seen this before.

I was so entirely tickled at this point, my heart was bursting to say something,
anything, but then I looked down at myself; a scruffy brown thing bundled up in
what looked to be someone's grandmother's old oversized knitted pull over
and a dull brown skirt which swished about like a child's and ruffled up at
the end - not exactly the most exciting and interesting person on the
face of the planet. Plus, I'm on the chubby side; not a popular attractive feature in either
man or woman.

So I resigned myself to silence.

But it was such a difficult feat! How I wished to ask him whether perhaps he went to a private school
or did he do this as a school CCA? How old are you? Do others dance as well as you?(Ok, that sort of question is an obvious one)
Well, I wanted to ask him anything, even a question like "Where did you buy that shirt?" or "Those earphones! Tell me where you got them from!" would have surficed; anything to get a conversation going, to know more about,
this street dancer who was obviously very good at what he does,
and very confident to boot.

Well, he got off at Raffle City to my dismay - I was just about getting my bearings and trying to squeeze out what little
self-esteem I had to say something....but you know what, that was probably to my benefit; I would have made a fool of myself I'm sure! XD

So off I went happily, still thinking of his moves and has bright sky-cloud appeal,
and was pleasantly suprised to find my friend at school.
We chatted for a while, and then had lunch at MCDonald's. She was so sweet and a gave me advice about
helping my baby sister with her studies. Then we got talking about the end of the world
in which I declared; "Not before I get rich and famous! I haven't done ANYTHING with my life yet!!!!!!!!!!"

After that lovely conversation, and abandoning our heavily-laden trays on the tables XD(I always feel sorry for the workers having worked
at a fastfood joint once - but the funny thing is, I actually LIKED to clear away food-laden trays at the time >.>)
we returned back to school and spoke more.
Soon after I headed for home, thinking happily to myself that
I must return to school ASAP and join her once more
and enjoy the company of another artist in a nice family-free area XO(my family is nonsense, the sooner I leave the better!!! somebody save me!)

Anyway, I was happily crossing the road, heading towards the National Library(you know the "Central" one? That large impending glass building between Bugis and Bras Basah? Yes, that one)
When I slipped on the road! It was terrible! My ankle landed on the ground and I landed on my ankle!
I yelped but sprang up quickly and hobbled to the other side; it's not good to lie injured in the middle
of the road.

Well, despite my injury, I hurried towards the MRT, urked by the stares directed towards me by passers-by.

When the MRT arrived you have no idea how relieved I was. I quickly got into the MRT and sighed,
leaning against the doors which seprated the passenger cabinet from the driver's seat.

From the corner of my eye a pair of gentlemen were having a very
animated conversation in another language, so I screened them out.

Soon after, the two rose up and left.

My eyes glisten as I eyed the empty seat and I hobbled over to it,
sinking onto the plastic chair in mirth, as I could finally take the weight off my injured leg.
However the pain still made me recoil, so it was a while before I was able to sit
properly on the chair.

By then I finally noticed my sitting-partner. He turned out to be quite another character.
Adorned in black from head to toe, I never got a good look at his face, but as far as I could tell
his skin was dove white and his figure was looong....well ok, I'm short, so anything about 1.7m and above is very tall to me >.>;;;;

His black hair was short and fell into hsi eyes, and his ears were plugged as he was listening
to something...but remember, pain was blooming in my mind, distracting me
and reducing my sharp observation skills to a mild and vague recognition.

But to me, the immediate impression I got was, if the boy in the morning was a boy of the Day Sky(sky blues and crisp white and light hitting the eyes)
the second boy was definitely the NightSky.

After I got out of the MRT I hobbled over to the nearest chair in front of the lift, hoping to catch a relatively empty one on my way down.
I think I saw the Night heading in my direction, but that mini ordeal was
too much and I grimanced as I clutched onto the granite bench,
hopping to block out a bit more of
the pain.

It was only when I finally caught a bus and was on my way home that my thoughts returned to
the two boys. I have to admit it, I wish I had said something to either of them, but a brown scruff isn't
exactly the most interesting thing in the world to hold a conversation with
thus I have to resign myself with memories.

But memories are good. To Sky-Boy and NightSky,
I think, you'll be seeing yourselves in my art one of these days -
people like this cannot hope to be ignored; they are just too fascinating!
I must, absolutely must, do a piece on them <333333

Sushi -Go-Round

2009-11-16T12:22:57Z

Senkou Shojo - Tokyo Jihen

2009-10-04T12:04:03Z

Yayyyy!!!!!
I watched Cloudy with a chance of meatballs with Wen Hui and Benedicta! <3

that waws really fun <3
and ate a suspicious burger O.o
and a cream puff <P

And Benni took us to a BookMart which has Japanese-only manga o.o
so cool...

I'll invade it once I figure out Japanese <3

XD

something pretty for now.
<3 found it all of a sudden :4

bye bye. :3

Horo and Incubus' song called Echo

2009-09-18T19:24:12Z

There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worth the fight

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

Theres something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something someone contrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing

Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way, yeah

Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear... Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting

Something infinitely interesting...

mmm...I want to see something like that
as well...

Horo

Finished creating her only moments ago.
*stretches fingers, wonders whether she should forget about sleeping...
strange how it turns out that way...yeah...
and then considers a bridge between the two*
:3

I love this song too.

Artmiucutie

2009-09-10T09:58:31Z

This took forever to finish!!!!!!!!
wee I'm happy with it now <3

my artmiucutie blog is now veyr much complete:

artmiucutie

Till Later -

things are clearing up now...

2009-08-22T04:12:49Z

It's strange, I feel like I've been walking through a forest of nettle and blood
and suddenly I got out of it...
It's so hard to adjust - the light hurts again
and voices are too loud...too loud....
I've been so used to the silence in my head
the sudden burst of life and sound is almost killing me...
almost....

But beyond my eyes everything is a fog...
veyr foggy...
I wonder, am I leaving the forest of nettles,
to be lost in the desert of dreams?

Night sky, stars twinkle
I wonder, are they winking at me?

mellochocolat @ 2009-03-23T22:14:00

2009-03-23T14:14:58Z

Bridge.

poetry #9

2009-03-07T00:11:54Z

Your dream

pick out a star for me
I'm walking through your dream

poetry #8

2009-03-07T00:05:50Z

The Wolfmen and Wolves

The Wolfman
That we think of nowadays
Is a mere projection of a lonely person’s dream
Born of a lonely person's life
Spent staring at street lamps and fire flies
In the darker hours of the night

Sad and pathetic
Controlled by consuming
large quantities of food.
The futile existence awaits an evolution

Raw meat – exotic
This craving takes over
Takes control
I wanna be bigger, better, greater, stronger.
The natural predator.

Ruins them.

Those words, those thoughts
Sprout out a new set of skin
Flesh and weak bruised breathe underneath
Give way to the fur that comes out from defeat

Oh! Oh! Oh! Will we all be alright?

You’d never believe that it was all
from the tragedy of self-pity
And self-denial
That spurs on this morbid creation

They think they can fool the world
but the moon raises an eyebrow
It knows the howls
You can't make a mistake there -
The daylight shines
And they cry, the light uncovers their lies

For every one knows
The real wolves live
With stars behind their eyes
And abominable grins on their faces.

While the rest of us
Grow into something else with the tides.

cat webs abd webbed stars

2009-03-05T10:45:37Z

threadless submission #7

2009-03-02T22:49:50Z

o.o

poetry #7

2009-02-26T12:53:58Z

Into the Deep(an unfinished series)

Dark Waters:
one day I will walk the moonlight path
and venture into the kingdom of the sea
I’ll pull through the darkness of the dark waters
And invade the quiet of the deep

The nothingness

The ever shifting
Ever changing

The constant

I’ll walk through it.
I’ll bind it to me
I’ll own it
I’ll drag it into the light
I’ll expose it
I’ll unravel it
I’ll make it known

You’ll see

I’ll conquer it
The ocean of unseeing eyes
Of captured dreams

I reign it
I’ll hull it
I’ll carry it away with me.

One day I will walk the moonlight path
And venture into the kingdom of the sea

And when that day comes
I'll take you along with me

poetry #6

2009-02-26T12:43:45Z

Cat Bread

The cat got bread
took an hour to get to the kitchen,
chased a mouse on the way,
and slept off the rest of the day,

it got back to me in autumn
midsummer's eve dawning in it's diamond black eyes,
the catnip filled with nectar was served,
We wouldn't be seen around until sunrise,

the moon hosted the feline get-together.
perhaps it was the cat's bread that we ate
a few drops of nectar left
the crumbs scattered around the plate

We pulled apart lilies-of-the-valley
and at the eleventh minute of the eleventh hour
we baked and ate cake.

poetry #5

2009-02-24T13:24:39Z

Your Song

I sing your song on top of the cherry trees
where the mountains climb up to meet the seas
and drag the old dancing ladies down
to roll on the ground

Where do you roam fair lion tamer?

My love sick eyes wander and search for you You and your holes in your hands
I once felt your lips against my once lifeless ears
and your song weaved a bittersweet romance

So I sing sing sing sing

On top of the cherry trees
where the mountains climbs up to meet the seas

the old dancing ladies sit down
handing ‘round cups of tea
I remember your tune like it was my own
I weave it into to the sky

to the winds I take flight in the palm of your hand.

poetry #4

2009-02-24T13:08:52Z

You Catch you

You Catch you dancing on an
Apple daisy where the
Children love each other
singing like birds

You Catch you fading in the
Moonlight waning for you
and yet you

keep my memories of you close
to your heart

poetry #1

2009-02-24T13:00:22Z

dance of the underwear

I dance on my seat, and pretended to fly on my chair!

I am showing off my underwear!

I sing to the moon, and wonder why you're there,

because if's you’re the one waving

Who’s that rabbit over there?

Let’s watch the earth explode!

You jump - yes I dare

And wave that underwear in the air!

that is, if you have underwear -
panties are acceptable too.

threadless submission #6

2009-02-24T10:41:59Z

And yet another one!!!!

mellochocolat @ 2009-02-20T23:16:00

2009-02-21T07:16:14Z

, originally uploaded by aYomy.

this one is gorgeous tooo!!!!!! <3

"Wherever I Am I Am What Is Missing"

2009-02-21T07:15:10Z

"Wherever I Am I Am What Is Missing", originally uploaded by Coffee Sauce.

I love this!!!!!!!

Entry #12

2009-02-18T08:03:29Z

Butterfly lives:

You grew in the alcove of a shaded plant,
Right where I could see you
In my dying garden.

You have to emerged from your cocoon,
The most beautiful creation I had ever seen
In your golden purple glory

You flit and fluttered about my hands
Your existence flitted and fluttered within my heart

You were a mere animal
What did you know of love
Or things like saving me.

Perhaps somewhere out there
You are finally free.
But here, I’m still in my dying garden

Precious one, wretched one,
The one who knows no love.
You are not finished, saving me
Come, I am waiting for you

to come back home.

mao

2009-02-14T05:50:05Z

Mao maomaomaomaomaomaomao
maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao
maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaov
maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao
maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao

maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao
maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao
maomaomaomao
mao

mao
mao

mao.

~_~

P.S. maomaomaomaomaomaomaomaomao
mao

>.>

@_@

._.

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Angel dust

2009-02-12T00:34:38Z

w00t!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

yay :33333333333

another one <3

- Ja

threadless submission #5

2009-02-03T17:25:42Z

Blackmorello

*says softly as she looks at the image dreamily*

vote vote vote XD

*disappears*

P.S.(to the siamese twin) Yay, I am going to do happy cat-related shirts O.o
hee...there are a lot of kittne-happy things being created, so yesh, you can expect such
in future :3

purr purr purr

oh and, I have a pet called Maru!!! on the face book "Pet Society" o.o

and here is Maru and Kandy :3

Yay <<<<333333